I miss you so much Jay, 5 years on,. Today we went to your bench then thanks to my friend Dawn who drove me since I’m still not able to drive Jay since my accident, to your book of remembrance where I put your flowers, red roses hun because I Love you so much. Cleo lit your candles and we just watching your video of you playing psycho killer…. You are amazing hun. Love you so much darling and miss you constantly. Xxx