It's getting really cold now Jay, it's defiantly winter. Jade in her own place now but she not doing so good, Hooley's started a course with me at work and it's breaking my heart when we walk together as I keep thinking it's you. Don't worry about Jade, I will look after her for you. Harley missing you so much, Beth was just saying how she never ever met a brother and sister as close as you two, never ever fought or argued, she said you were the same person just one boy and one girl. Love you darling and wish I could hold you again. Love Mam xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx